I'd like to take a moment to establish some basic policies for this journal.

No, nothing has really come up since I opened this LJ that warrants severe displeasure, but I think the line's been brushed a couple times and I want to make some things clear before anything does occur. Take note this IS a public entry, so comment with discretion.

Rule number ONE: No reader, none, has any right to mock, insult [directly or indirectly], or condescend a journal writer's post contents.

This is a personal journal. This is not an lj-community, or a fandom journal, or a social journal. Anything I write here is largely for myself, and I have the liberty to post anything I wish. I respect my Friends by trying not to post about overly sensitive or personal issues, but the judgement is entirely mine for what gets posted here and what does not.

Rule Number TWO: There will be absolutely no insulting or arguing with each other in the comment space to any post.

My friendlist is undeniably made up of people from all over the world-- most of you don't know each other at all and probably never will. It is not a necessity for all my friends to befriend all my other friends. The idea is ridiculous. HOWEVER, there IS a necessity to respect each other.

If you have a problem with any of my posts or comments, you can come to me or the person who posted it. Preferably both. No one here owes anyone else an explaination, myself included. But if there are problems, they will be fixed and hopefully explained ASAP.


With that said, I'd like to thank the people who actually take the time to go through my daily ramblings and leave me friendly or snarky comments about them. You guys make my day, honestly.

Despite that, it needs to be established that I owe nothing to anyone to post about any topics or in any tone. This is NOT a serious, intellectual journal. It probably will never be. I post when I have something to say, something to vent, and sometimes when I don't have anything to say, but just want to post something anyways.

I need you all to respect that.

A bit late in coming, I realize since I've kept entries locked for a while now, but as of now [or recently], this journal is Friends Only. Comment here if you wish to be added ♥

06.07.06

Math Team End of year Party.

已有很久没觉得这么狼狈了.



难到这就是属为爱的代价?

WOOT TRIAL lyrics are out-- it's so hawt *O* <3

//With only my dream I ran out
I'm not doing this just for myself
Reality is not as sweet and harder than I thought
But tomorrow I'll probably be
Stronger than I am today
(....)
Whatever today may be however it may have been
I'll carry on drawing tomorrow's dream
Accept it, overcome it, Then I'll probably find the meaning
The rain will stop, the night will break
The sky will never come to an end
No more fears My limits are my weaknesses//

It mkes me smile BIG BIG BIG-- the spirit I've always associated with W-inds. is back.  OMFG. I'm so excited. Their Ageha album last year was disappointing because they seemed to be going into the hip-hop stage so common in Asian pop now, but LOOK IT'S THEIR OLD STYLE YUS YUS YUS! ♥♥♥ This definitely reminds of their SYSTEM OF ALIVE album 8D

Finally hauled my lazy bum around and downloaded DBSK's "FIGHTING SPIRIT OF THE EAST" =OOO OMFG. Instantaneous love after reading the lyrics @___@ <33 and they sang it for the WORLD CUP. HOLY CRAP. I'm downloading the World Cup to watch because american TV is stupid and doesn't like soccer >D -waves soccer fanatic flag- I love I love I LOVE~

//We've waited a long time for that time when we unite again
Fifty million hearts, hearts in which we carve our flag
We'll do this with you so that you won't be lonely
(...)
We were able to know,
With an impossible amount of perspiration
That we would achieve our dreams only through our tears
(...)
I believe that, with you, our cheers
Will work miracles once more,
That the world will be ours once again
Please show us our rising flame//

TT_____TT OMFG. And I was watching their MV and reading the translation at the same time and going utterly TToTT DAMNIT I WISH SOME HAWT POP CHINESE BAND WOULD DO THIS FOR THE CHINESE TEAM >D -smacks Chinese music industry- >D

Though though though!!!-- I did find that a few of the artists I've been randomly listening to are YOUNG O____O I always though they were like.. in Andy Lau and Richie Ren's age category >.>;; but they're only in their TWENTIES >D And "Zhi Yin Wei Ni" that I was obsessed over from the supermarket is by a dude who's young and hawt and has many other songs I downloaded becuase THEY'RE HAWT TOO <3

And I DEMAND you guys watch this because Michael Wong is just TT.TT <3 He's old-ER too, I started listening to him when I was ... seven, back when he was with another guy in a group, but now he's solo but his voice is just... ♥

It won't let me directly link, so here's the site address: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FpyN9qMfwtY

I'll translate the Chinese parts:
First words on right: Name of song-- Yue Ding [Promise (to meet somewhere)]
Second on right: Guang Liang [name the singer]
On the left-- name of the woman actress-- too lazy to read it T.T
[insert so on, credits, writer of song, etc]
In restaurant:  let's go-- let's go [sign language]
In stadium: I will definitely have a concert!
After piano break: What kind of sound is that?
His reply: Like how you smile
Agreed, three years without each other
Use our love to stop the time
You smiled and said-- this is our test, our promise
In the office: Don't worry-- you're awesome 

Just like this, three years have passed [In studio: Fighting!]
I still return to this place
Closing my eyes, waiting for you to appear
Kiss your face in the air [I will definitely have a concert]

I still remember, our promise
The promise to be happy all our lives [The heart can be very strong!]
The song I wrote for is
Is secretly crying too
I still remember, our promise
I love you more than before
Even the wind is laughing at me
I trust it will tell you
That I love you more

Just like this, three years have passed
I still return to this place
Closing my eyes, waiting for you to appear
Kiss your face in the air

I still remember, our promise
The promise to be happy all our lives
The song I wrote for you [I feel our distance is growing further and further]
Is secretly crying too
I still remember, our promise
I love you more than before
Even the wind is laughing at me
I trust it will tell you

You will remember, our promise
The promise to be happy all our lives
The song that was written for you
is secretly crying too
You will remember, our promise
I love you more than before
With the wind in my face, I smiled also
It must have told you
that I love you more

On stage: The heart.. can be.. very.. strong.
I. Love. You.

-Wibbles in a corner- <3 The song puts me in such a good mood T.T ♥

[random] ZOMG casual dress from italy-- it FITS now xDD My aunt has a clothing store there, so when we went there last summer she gave it to me o.o;; only the top part was too loose last year 8D It's preeetty-- with zippers and buckles and stuff ♥ AND it's comfortable :D I'll never wear it to school though T.T spaghetti straps, see?

....@___@

I don't.. believe.. I have a brain anymore. -pokes empty spaces between ears- o_O

Left three blank for MathII and four for Chemistry. Though for math-- I'm fairly sure the answers I put down were correct though, but for chem.. eeeeehhhhh.... it was something generally like "this SEEMS right.. umm.. I THINK I've seen these together before.. erm. Eh. OKAY I'M PUTTING IT DOWN"

TT_______TT

Apparently I'm first place in my Chinese chool for the mock SATs last week [2260] so there's an award ceremony today, but I'm not going =X I was informed there is a trophy [*O*], over 50 dollars [T___T -WANTS-], pictures taken [...>.>;;... okay...], Mayor and people from the Chinese Embassy [o___o;;;], and interviews for me and my parents [O___O NO NO NO NO NOOOOOO].

Thus I'm not going T.T So they're passing on my prize to the second place. Can't say I regret it though. Not.. feeling.. up to it T.T;; Stupid cameras. -digs a dirtch and stays there-

ZOMG. The most important part of the post--

♥ ~Happy Birthday Micky Yoochun~ ♥
Yay you're getting old and twenty :DD =O <3 

*spazzes happily in her little corner- ^_____^ YAY~ May Dong Bang Shin Ki rise higher and higher in the years to come <3 

DongBangShinKi brought me In:Com and the wonderful people there, for which I'm forever and ever thankful :DD -glomps Perla and Nozo unnie- ♥

-hums-  Thank you for you stay by side-- arigatou itsumo kimi ga ite~ kokoro ... [Thank you for you stay by my side, thank you for always being here]

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haha-- I was listening to DBSK's "Heart, Mind and Soul" and I've been wondering about the title for  while, so I figured I'd interperate it my own way. So I'm thinking Heart equals Lust, Mind equals acceptance, and Soul equals Love. To "feel your very heartbeat", to admit and accept, and "to love with all your soul", that kind of thing. :D

Quote I found on Cathy's AIM profile I stole becuase I really liiiiiiked-- The worst part of being lied to is knowing you're not worth the truth.

8D Stolen from arashiangel with boundless love love LOVE for her layout because Teppei is the hawtness *O*

Post your top fifteen bands/artists, the first song you heard of theirs, the song that made you fall in love, and your current favorite

1. w-inds.
First song heard: Pieces
First song loved: Kirei Da [Beautiful]
Current favourite: Back at One

2. Dong Bang Shin Ki
First song heard: Miduhyo [I Believe]
First song loved: The Way U Are
Current Favourite: Begin

3. Super Juniors
First song heard: TWINS (Knock Out)
First song loved: TWINS (Knock Out)
Current Favourite: U

4. Jay Chou
First song heard: Cang Xi Te [I have NO IDEA what this means to this day T.T]
First song loved: Ba, Wo Hui Lai Le [Dad, I'm Home]
Current Favourite: Ye Qu [Nocturne]

5. JJ Lin
First song heard: Yi Qian Nian Yi Hou [One Thousand Years Later]
First song loved: Jiang Nan [name of a southern Chinese Province. Literally-- River South]
Current Favourite: Bian Hao 89757 [No. 89757]

6. Tackey & Tsubasa
First song heard: Serenade
First song loved:  Serenade
Current Favourite: Venus

7. WaT
First song heard: Sotsugyo TIME
First song loved: Boku wo Kimochi [My Feelings]
Current Favourite: 5 Centi.

8. KAT-TUN
First song heard: Butterfly
First song loved: Kazuna
Current Favourite: Seishun Amigo [so WHAT it's not REALLY KAT-TUN? Kame's in it, that's all that matters T^T]

9. NewSi
First song heard: Ataku Moyuru Taiyo
First song loved: Cherish
Current Favourite: Cherish (Ryo REMIX) [with RAP! =OOO]

10. V6
First song heard: DARLING
First song loved: DARLING
Current Favourite: Dasenai Tegami [Unsent Letter]

11. Michael Guang Liang
First song heard: Di Yi Ci [First Time] [I giggled madly at his karaoke video so I went and looked him up =X]
First song loved: Yu [Rain]
Current Favourite: Tong Hua [Fairytale]

12. Fly To the Sky
First song heard: Goodbye
First song loved: Goodbye
Current Favourite: Goodbye [TT___TT It's so gorgeous. I can't help it ;o;]

13. F.I.R [Faye Ian Real, or Fantasy/Fairyland In Reality]
First song heard: Lydia
First song loved: Lydia
Current Favourite: Ci Niao [Thorn Bird]

14. Richie Ren [Yes, I DO realize he's over 40 years old >.>;]
First song heard: Fei Niao [Fly-Bird]
First song loved: Hua Tai Xiang [Flowers Too Fragrant]
Current Favourite: Sha Mo [Desert]

15. Andy Lau  [Yes I realized HE'S over 40 too X.X;;;]
First song heard: Wang Qing Shui [Forget-Love Water]
First song loved: Lai Shen Yuan [Come-Life Fate]
Current Favourite: Lian Xi [Practice]


.. sadly, I note they are all male. X____X;; Erk. Well.. FIR has a female lead singer =XXX -tries hard to redeem herself- 8DD;; There's more I wanted to mention though T.T like like-- Jolin Tsai, Jimmy Lin, and Within Temptations and Loreena McKinnett T__________T;;

ZOMG-- finished Goong today on YouTube because I'm too impatient to wait for it to download ;-; The ending's so adorable. Holy crap. <3333 And I started  watching Bad Family JUST BECAUSE HEECHUL'S IN HIT 8DD

Blond Rella scares me T.T I love you Rella but NEVER NEVER NEVER dye your hair blond again =.=; Their designers need to be LYNCHED, He looked so preeeeetty with red or black hair, and Hangeng was like.. the epitome of hawtness with his black hair-- but NOW IT'S BLOND TOO WHY WHY WHY? TT___TT -BWALS- And they all look bald because stupid people cut their hair X___________________________X

I haven't posted on Xanga for like... over a month? o___O Journal move is now completely-- meaning LJ will be my spazz field with monstrous posts like this =DD 

I'll squeeze in some relatively serious posts... here and there.. maybe 8D

^ LOOK IT'S KEIRYU LOVE :DD <3

ZOMG-- update ALREADY? x) I know, right?

But I wanted to keep the other one a seperate one so TRA LA LA HERE WE GO WITH DAILY CRACK :D

I'm thinking about changing the layout-- most because this one severely dislikes LJ-cuts and I'm a cut addict so it bothers me I can't use them without the huger header putting itself in my entry T.Tv I'm thinking Lazy Summer Days. Maybe . -is progressively horrible at making up her mind-

>.< My last Goong DVD is scratched-- this SUCKS T.T so I couldn't watch the second to last episode today-- it got stuck halfway TT__TT 76% done redownloading from Clubbox ;o; I hope episode 24 works or else I have to spend 4 hours downloading THAT because I'm a Hi-Def whore and can't help downloading the huge 700MB versions .__.V

Every time I visit D-addict I'm tempted into downloading Moonchild. Just because Gackt is in it and he's beyond sexeh. Barring the fact that many people told me he can't act. Oh well. Pretty people come first when choosing a movie to watch-- so when the plot gets boring, at least I have someone to stare at 8D

Second order of CRAAAAAACK-- W-inds. interview! xDDD OMFG -- this is so GOOD <3 good enough to be Memoried xD

First Date
Ryu: I'd like to go to disneyland. With my friend and his girlfriend so that it's like a double date. Because if it's just the two of you alone together at the start, it's a bit awkward.
Kei: Plus there's always the waiting time for rides.
Ryu: That's why if you involve a male friend, you can try and make the two girls laugh. Because it's a near to impossible skill to make the girl laugh all by yourself on the first date. Then, when we arrive we drink beer or something.
Kei: You're like an old man *laughs*
(...)
Kei: Even if it's not love, I think it's wrong that if the guy's there, then the girl has to pay for things. Because when I see my sister, I think that girls buy things like clothes, and spend money to look nice most of the time.
Ryu: I go to places like the beauticians and nail salons and hair removal often.

Go home! or Go off somewhere!
Ryu: Well-, When you're boiling beef, then you use wine.
Kei: Eh? When you said you wanted to talk about what you were thinking, you didn't mean on the subject of love but instead on how to cook?
Ryu: That's not it, there would be some wine left over wouldn't there? With that, you can drink it with your girlfriend, together. And if it wasn't a Western style meal but a Japanese one, like if it was something you were going to boil, then you can use sake, and then you can drink sake while you cook. Well, that's the small concern for me anyway.
Kei: Concern, huh? I'd probably turn on the vacuum cleaner. If my girlfriend was coming over, then just before. Then I'd make it into a room where there's no dust whatsoever and make it so that everything's in order.
Ryo: Mhm, you'd clean everything wouldn't you.


OMG. <33 -fangirls silently in a corner- xDD;;

bluntedge saids "Keita and Ryohei are adorable in their own right, but I must marry Ryuichi right this instant. @_@"

I think I must talk to her about sharing and cost of plane tickets and masking tape and ropes for Japan 8D 

And SEE SEE? I'm not the only one with the obsessive cleaning habits =DD I KNEW there must've been a reason why I obsessed with Keita from the start 8D Though.. Ryu with his alcohol...and amusement park.... ♥♥♥♥

[/crack]

I like how this song gets around ♥

Perla unnie might remember this from BM and In:Com a while ago-- the lyrics thread. Seems rather er.. fitting?.. now x)

//Ten years ago
I didn't know you, you didn't belong to me
We are still the same
Accompanying a stranger
Side by side

Ten years later
We are friends
Can still show warmth
Only that sort of warmth
Can never find another reason to embrace//

I dug out the CD yesterday-- a present from my cousin because he thinks [yes, he still DOES >.>] I'm utterly deprived the Chinese pop music [which is sadly true despite my attempts at fanatical downloading]

I can't find Disc B T____T And it's my favorite one too-- probably got lost because I carry it around too much.

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Chase, chase that pretty pretty butterfly. Catch it.

And at the end of the day? What do you do when it wants to escape? What do you do when you spot something you were chasing to begin with but got caught up with the pretty pretty butterfly? Because that butterfly never  belonged to you, you rip off its wings, that's what you do. As a memory, see?

And then maybe you let it go. Maybe the wings will grow back, maybe not. 

Grow back as beautiful as before.

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I finally hit Sin stage on Maple Story 8DD ZOMG I'm so excited. Level thiiiiiiirthy yus! Now I have to take the job advancement test so I can get the extra goodies that come with advancing-- if only I can wear my pretty and not-quite-slut-ish level 30 equipment T.T stupid Stat lag.

Tried taking the test last night, and I got booted from the game/internet TWICE >DDDD AAARRRRRGGH. Which means I have to redo the test today. Oh my pockets.. -pokes holes- ;o; But it's so easy o.O;; Only three or four doubles to kiiiiill <3

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White is such a pretty, clean color. 


.... especially ones that say     东方神起 DONG BANG SHIN KI I WANNA GIA      on it *O*

W-inds.'s new complete single-- [I've been obsessed with the title track for a while]

1. Trial
2. Back at One
3. 風詩-KAZAUTA-
4. Trial -instrumental- 

*O* ZOMG I have it downloaded --can't wait to hear it T.T Even though the composer is the one who's been responsible for the THANK YOU album, a bit too .. techno-ish for my liking, Trial is GORGEOUS, so cross my fingers for the other two.Also--

CDTV Top 5 Male Artists Girls Would Date

05. Domoto Koichi
04. Tachibana Keita
03. Koike Teppei
02. Kamenashi Kazuya
01. Akanishi Jin

*O* KEKEKE. OMFG. Ignore me while I go fangirl obscenely in a corner. Holy crap. :DDDD

Everybody loves Keita. Because I said so. Really. T.T;; Because the WORLD says so demnit! 8D And and and-- it doesn't hurt that No.1 and 2 are from KAT-TUN, even though I think Kame should come before Jin but I'm sure many people would disagree with me. 

And Koike. OMFG. OHH EMM EFF GEE. Three monthes ago us meager amounts of Koike fans were trying to scrounge up media on them, and now he's making it to the top of the charts. YUS YUS YUS! GAMBATTERU! ^_____^ Koike is like a little kid adorable. OMFG. I believe I had a mass pic-spam about him on my Xanga last year *O* ♥

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Next order-- Super Junior new single "U" is being released on SM's official site as a FREEEE single. The problem is SM and other big Korean entertainment companies are getting too technologically advanced, so they have started Watermarking their files, so that you can download it but you can't UPLOAD it for file-sharing, since they can track the watermark and will fine you TT____TT [Their official CDs I bought can't be ripped onto the computer, effing technology ;o;]

[/mass rant]

ZOMG Back at One IS good *O* <33. I'm still in my PJs T.T;;. The new icon is Heechul and Sungmin and THEY'RE ADORABLE TOO-- Rella is dork love <3

Tagged by pho7be ♥

Take a look a your LJ friends list, then list up to ten (10) things you want to say to ten (10) different LJ friends... DO NOT state who these people are. DO NOT confirm nor deny any "comment speculation". Then tag five (5) people. 

o1. It's been loooooonger than three and half monthes TT.TT I'm cloning your DNA >D 

o2. ONE DAY WE"RE GONNA GO EAT YUMMY MEXICAN FOOD TOGETHER and drool over hawt korean boys in NYC Imeanwhat>.>;; ♥ 

o3. ;o; I feel unloved and un-Friended-- Where did OUR pervy spam go? TT.TT I miss bothering you on MSN when you're at work 8D 

o4. I stab at your side profile. With a copy-machine to my brain. 

o5. LEVITATING CHICKENS! 'nuff said xD 

o6. Utter EWWW on you. Even though my brain is telling me I have no right to be upset at all.

o7. KIIIIIIIMCHI-- with bacon-Joongie. I almost hope for a sequel. Or another one like it gnaw at the computer screen for. 

o8. I shove bald Yoonho at your MS character a present :D i really miss seeing you on In:Com T.T I still go OH LOOK IT'S ---- whenever I see your post xDD; 

o9. Did you find your tag yet? Before I'm forced to tag your dA FOSSILIZED <3 

1o. POOOOOST-- and NOT under coercion by me. Learn to rant >D

And now I tag.. umm..... meghsta ; yoonhozo ; sablemoonsilk ; jaymasterwizard ; and laizuki

... o.o;; that was hard T.T And I barely hit 10 Friends xDD;; LOL
x)

ZOMG me and Grace are performing at the Chamber Concert nest Wednesday night 8D!! ANYBODY WANT TO COME SEE US? xDDDD;;

We're playing Loeillet's Sonata in E Minor. Supposedly, there's a gorgeous piano part too, but it's too late to find an accompanist and WE SOUND LIKE OWNAGE WITHOUT SO YEA ♥

I'm so egg-ciiiiited ^_______^ And hopefully Jules can hear me play properly and give me a backdoor let me into Wind Emsemble >.>;

( MY SAT CLASS IS STUPID. TT________TT )

We went to Great Wall Supermarket today and they were playing hawt chinese songs on the overhead speakers 8DD;; OMFG. I memorized two line of lyrics and searched it when I got home xDD;; IT'S SO GORGEOUS! ZOMG--THUD-

( GO GO GO! LISTEN! -RAWR- )

Had a one and half hour phone conversation with Crystal last night-- I feel so much more.. relieved.. now? Haha-- been a long time since I've had a proper "girlfriend" conversation, if that makes sense x)

I suppose she does have a point X.X Even though I still feel kind of pathetic, I think it's a little better now =)

Haengbokhago?

Redefinition of the word "Mudslinging".

Is it really so odd that I've never played with mud my entire life? X.X It's rather difficult to find mud in a city of concrete and where getting muddy is a reason to be yelled at. ZOMG. Flinging mud at me Z >D -RAWR- I detest T.T

I like my city ant-squashing-snail-catching habits more. And then there's computers. And gameboys. And watching people getting beat up. =/

But the running around screaming random things like "EVEEEEEEL! YOU HAVE NO FRIEEEEENDS~" is always fun =9 Our history teacher's never gonna give us a project ever again 8DDDD;; And Stephen's never gonna live down the mustache fiasco.

------

You lie--

Spring/Summer.

But I still believed you.

-----
You can't paint sunlight, you can only paint what it does with shadows on a wall. If you examine a life... do you really examine a life, or do you examine the shadows it casts on other lives? Entity or relationships? Objective reality or the vanishing point of a multiple perspective exercise? Prism or the rainbows it refracts? And what if you're the wall? What if you never cast a shadow or rainbow of your own, but have only caught those cast by others?



--Wallace Stegner


[Ignore this. Idea jotting.]

One of the longest weeks yet, I think.

Working on changing the layout-- so much formatting-- @____@ EVEN THOUGH I'M USING A PREMADE ONE WTF? >.>;; All the stuff I need to fill in and some stuff I need to tweak because I'm obsessive like that X.X DONE! ^________^ Isn't this DIVINE? *O* Shanghaaai~ I'm loving the designer o___Ob. I picked an easy one to format for usage.


( (Something like this.) )

The first 10 people to comment on this post get to request a drabble (real drabble: 100 words exactly) from you. In return, they have to post this in their journal and write a drabble fic for you. (You really don't have to :-) ) Post all fandoms you're willing to write for.

Your friends can pick a character, relationship, a story arc, a missing scene, or pretty much anything they want, unless the author has previously mentioned that they will not write it. They comment with what they want, and you write drabbles and post it in your LiveJournal.

x) I haven't written properly in a LONG time. Last time was a gothic fic I had a lot of freedom to play around with for English. Hmm.. fandoms-- I would write anything DBSK, a few select SuJu members [let me know which ones and I'll see], Harry Potter, W-inds., and a variety of anime/manga, depending.

Warning though-- I write slowly and painstakingly, and I think my mood lately calls for an overdose of angst drabble writing. Though I doubt I'm a good enough writer to make any of them heavy-hitting. But I can try.

//EDIT. Did I forget to mention I only write SLASH? >.< And Mary-sues are out of the question. But I suppose I can bite out a hetero fic if anyone REALLY wants one .___.V

Old little one-liners I remember from years and years ago. Funny I've never even heard the song.


And it goes something like this.

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( Hit the ground-- full force -- turn around. )
----

Words run dry. Now there's a drought.


I'm so pissed off right now.

If you had me alone, locked up in your house for twenty-four hours and I had to do whatever you wanted me to, what would you have me do? All comments will be permanently screened because it's a secret. Then repost this in your LJ. You might be surprised with the responses you get.

[As Xylo said, assume it's voluntary and completely guilt-free.] <--- I'm not sure if that's actually part of it or not o.o;

Crack post o2-- what happend to LJ being serious? xD

--不够长.

Not long enough.

---

Sometimes, you just want to open your mouth and catch the water droplets, let its flow drown you and wash everything away.

---

You lose.

x)

Strangely .. content? I think that's the word. And slightly giddy-happy from an overdose of slashiness in the bookstore today ^^

这样的-- 能够多久呢?

For lack of anything useful to say and wanting to push the last post out of temporary existance--

Survey stolen from Perla unnie ♥ I luffers chu~ <3 -glomps-

What is your full name? [insert last name] 舒悦
What will you name your first child? I seriously have no idea o.O
What type of college do you plan on attending? Hidden Ivies, probably. Or a good liberal Arts college if I can't get in.... or Rutgers Pharmacy just because the salary is like WHOA 8D
What is your vehicle of choice? Do planes count? .___.
What's your favorite state? None. I don't like any of the states o.O; Though NY and Cali are close to it.
Who are you digging right now? Haha-- I associate the term "digging" with celebrity fanatic obsession, so.. MICKY YOOCHUN PARK >D <3
What's your favorite band? DBSK or W-inds. Fair toss up if I consider the old stuff ♥
If you could live in any era which would you choose? Now. Just becasue ancient china woman rights suck.
If you had three wishes, what would they be? Ability to give or take forever with words, get rid of stupid speech problemnotimportantenough, fanmily congregation in China, learn to read.
What type of guy are you looking for? Also not looking
Who, besides God, is your role model? God's not my role model. X.X; Qiqi gege comes first.
If you could go on a date with anyone who would you go with? I hope this isn't a serious question >.>; Still too young and immature to date properly x)
Favorite season: SUMMER! SUMMER SUMMER SUMMER SUMMMMMMEEEEEEEER~ ♥

TEN Things People Won't Guess By Just Looking At You:
1. I love gruesome horror movies
2. I'm unthinkingly harsh if pissed of :X
3. I love political philosophy
4. I can write in Korean
5. [i play flute :D] I ditto Perla unnie ^^
6. I like j-rock sparingly and yaoi/slash rabidly
7. I detest studying despite my grades >.>;
8. I love sleeping through constant chatter / fighting xDD;; city habits.
9. I spend way too much time online
10. Sadistic humor is ownage.

NINE Things You Want To Do Before You Die:
1. Learn all AZN languages deeply
2. Fly a plane
3. [have a lot of power and influence so i could one day give you not only one day but a forever] Ditto'd again because I'm uncreative I'msorry:X
4. Hit a three-octave vocal range
5. Perform in public [singing]
6. Own a huge private library 8D
7. Survive in utter darkness for a few days o.o;
8. Get a MBA
9. Write a story

EIGHT Things You Say Everyday:
1. Yo
2. Aigoo [korean-fied yus]
3. effing EW
4. wtf o.O
5. total PWNAGE!
6. good night [xD]
7. 's go
8. dude

SEVEN Things You Hate:
1. narrow minded people >.>;
2. Imperious attitudes
3. BUGS! O.O
4. Spineless/stupid people [stupid not as in mentally retarded, rather as know-they-shouldn't-but-still-do-with-crack-excuse stupid]
5. Rudeness like WHOA >.>;
6. SMOKERS >D
7. Crappy math teachers

SIX Things You Love To Do:
1. [sing]
2. [draw] (slash)
3. [write] (slash) Perla unnie we're officially half twins <3
4. REEEEEEEEAD (slash)
5. Debate
6. being in place of command :X
>.>;;

FIVE People You Look Up To:
1. Qiqi gege ♥ Just.. ♥ forever because he's awesome even though he's in Italy TT____TT [he's my uncle btw. 20 this year]
2. Perla unnie :XXXXXXXXX;; *shrinks* No kidding <3
3. Nozo unnie in a sense.. because I probably can't go through what you are and hold up so well <3
4. That's about it. o.o; is there possible to look up to so many people? o.O I seem rather easily influenced AHAHA x)
5. Crack response-- my cousin. Since he put up with me for all these years and haven't went insane yet >.>b

FOUR Places You Want To Visit:
1. KOREA! [we're going together Perla unnie ;D]
2. Spain [Tannie <3]
3. Singapore [for the multitude of AZNs and Wallaceoppa/unniexD]
4. Australia [Queena unnie's gorgeous accent *O* (I think it was Queena unnie anyways ><)]
[I've already been to Italy and Germany and Holland, so they don't count.]

THREE Things You Think You Could Do Without:
1. My sometimes blatant hypocrisy n.nV
2. World's stash of cigerettes/smokers. Die, all of you. -.-;
3. [My period] AGREED T.T;

TWO Things You Never Want To Do:
1. Chase
2. Regret

ONE Person Who Has Changed Your Life For The Better:
1. Perlaunnie♥




The Best Myspace Survey

* . . About You . . *

Eye Color:: Dark brown
Hair Color:: Depends on time o.O dark brown now. Light brown when I was younger, as scary as that is o.o;
Height:: 5'2" [EW]
Favorite Color:: GREEEEN~ ^__^ A pale shade of bright green o.O; thatdidn'tmakesense
Favorite Movie:: LOTR series :X probably because I read the books AFTERWARDS. And Legolas was hawt [I'm not saying Orlando Bloom because I never liked any of his other roles >.>]
Favorite Show:: Don't watch TV anymore. X-man or Loveletter probably [Korean game shows]
Your Car:: ..... plane, you mean? >.>
Your Hometown:: Shanghai, China
Your Present Town:: middle of nowhere in New Jersey
Your Crushes First Name:: [ahahahahahahahaha] Ditto n.nb
Your Grade:: 10
Your Style:: o.o no specific. Whatever the hell I feel like.

* . . Have You Ever . . *

Sat on your rooftop?: YESH ^^
Kissed someone in the rain?: no
Danced in a public place?: unfortunately [blackmailed, I swear]
Smiled for no reason?: yes
Laughed so hard you cried?: KEKEK yus
Peed your pants after age 8?: o.O no...?
Written a song?: yea.
Sang to someone for no reason?: yes
Performed on a stage?: yes
Talked to someone you don't know?: mm-hmm
Gone out of your way to befriend someone?: sucker, yes
Made out in a theatre?: no
Gone roller skating since 8th grade?: yep ^^
Been in love?: I don't know if it constitutes as such. Probably not.

* . . Who was the last person to . . *

Say HI to you?: Izzy
Tell you, I love you? o.o; Dunno.
Kiss you?: My dad x)
Hug you?: Christine [I haven't hugged anyone properly for years o.O;]
Tell you BYE?: Stephen xD
Write you a note?: Dunno. Years also.
Take your photo?: [me ahaha] X) Camwhores yo.
Call your cell phone?: AHAHAHA my dad's colleague >.>; I share a phoen with my dad.
Buy you something?: X.X haha-- Jay.
Go with you to the movies?: er.. emm.. CATHY! yus. Brokeback Mountain :D
Sing to you?:Laaaura~ Not quite sing TO, more like sing WITH xD
Write a poem about you?: Never? o.O
Text message you?: No one o.o;
Touch you?: I take this the literal sense-- then, too many annoying people in chinese food market n.nV

* . . What's the last . . *

Time you laughed?: xD six minutes ago-- Comedy Central movie xD;;
Time you cried?: [....what?] >.>; Nobody's businness.
Movie you watched?: MOVIE movie? THEATRE movie? Brokeback Mountain xD
Joke you told?: Something hilariously dirty in eighth grade o___O
Song you've sang?: Er.. lemme think ><.. "It's the FEAR" by Within Temptation [Ew on you Laura ♥]
Time you've looked at the clock?: T_T oh, my gawd. This morning at 9:52 and realized I was late for flute lessons >.>;
Drink you've had?: WATEEEER~
Number you've dialed?: xD My own house to check disobedient connections xD
Book you've read?: Reread "Artemis Fowl". Recent NEW book? "Sir Thursday" by Garth Nix
Food you've eaten?: Baked er.. Shan1 Yu2 o.o;;
Flavor of gum chewed?: xD Watermelon from korean restaurant
Shoes you've worn?: Neon green sneakers [from germany xD]
Store you've been in?: 大中华 Greatwall Supermarket xDDD REAL store? Barnes & Noble :DD
Thing you've said?: Something like "WAH DON'T EAT MY STRAWBERRIES!" o__O;;

* . . Can You . . *

Write with both hands?: haha-- if chicken scratch counts, yus
Whistle?: _O_;; NOOO~ TT____TT
Blow a bubble?: yea :D
Roll your tounge in a circle?: With help of my teeth >_>;
Cross your eyes?: kakaka-- yes
Touch your tounge to your nose?: AAAALMOST ;o;
Dance?: PFFT-- what? X.X If I want to kill myself, yus.
Gleek?: o.O What's that? .___.
Stay up a whole night without sleep?: Don't like it, but yes X.X
Speak a different language?: :DD yes
Impersonate someone?: >___>; 8D yus.
Prank call people?: AHAHAHAHAHHA-- YUS no >.>;
Make a card pyramid?: [i've never tried..] Ditto'd -O-
Cook anything?: Vaguely. If you ignore the fire alarm (\X.X/)

* . . Finish The Line . . *

If i were a ...: a tree I'd hate society. o.O
I wish ...: I could tutor english properly for my cousin :X
So many people don't know that ...: I want to try out for SM Entertainment. [-DIES-]
I am ...: hideously conservative/traditional with decorum o.o
My heart is ...: definitely no one's businness.

YAY done~ ^___^ Bracket are Perla unnie's response I copied, if you haven't noticed yet o.o;V

Crack post :DDD ♥